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End of 2011

I can’t recall the last time I spent my new year eve with my parents. It is sad that I don’t miss them that much. I wanted to be there, but I don’t have tendencies to do so. -_-”

It is the last night of 2011. Eight o’clock sharp, as I’m writing this post. I had no one asking me out. Had no where to go. No gig to hit. No whatsoever. I am totally on my own.

This is a bad year. (Though, I must admit that 2010 is worst ever.) Few remarkable things:
1. three times switch jobs
2. ex-es got married
3. being an ignorant single for the whole year


But anyway, I also met with a whole lots of new people this year. Friends and enemies that I met, I’m glad to met you people. Thanks for shaping me up.

One thing I regret is my decision to go back to Jakarta. I should have stayed in Bali. Fyi, I only stayed there for two months. And those two months was spent working. That’s what I’m regretting the most. But yeah, I know. Things happened for reason. I should go there next year, for holiday.

As for the ex-es. I can’t imagine how happy they’re right now, with their new family. I hope they really are.

Talking about jobs. No, not job actually. I met with this guy on twitter, he offered me a job. I took the chance and get back to Jakarta and joined the company. This, Balinese guy, I personally respect him. He is an ignorant bastard who talked very big, but also a freakin genius. His attitude is at his worse. But on the otherhand he is the most responsible team leader I’ve ever met. Salute for you, bro. You know who you are.

At almost the same moment, within the same company, I also met an ‘enemy’. It’s not an enemy actually. It’s just, different people came up with different agenda, and me decided to stepped back. I did wrote a post about this. Lets skip this.

About being single. I had no idea. Really had no idea.

To wrap it all up. I wish all you people a happy new year. Lets hope for the best and prepare for the worst. Yeeehaaaw.

life, love

A Crash Course of Love for Dumbass

There are times when we met someone new in our life. Either they found us or it’s just we found them. Sometimes these people escalate themself to be our precious one. Somehow they made their way out to our heart.

I believe when one successfully manage to get a hold of your heart, they also did controlled your emotion — the very basic human instrument that distinguish us from another Dear God creations.

Love, is a play of emotion. It took our emotion to a brand new level in which we did things we usually don’t. At this rate, you may OR you may not knowing who the hell those people you love really are. They could be a king and at the very moment could be a convict. Love tend to override things.

Yeah, I know that you guys aren’t as smart as me, don’t you? So let me pull down a simple analogy: love is a kind of drugs, and you lovers are junkies.

People who took drugs said that they’re full of enjoyment, passion, bravery…you name it. The very same effects you lovers used to get from things so-called love.

But that wasn’t all.

Drugs and love share another similarities. First, it is addictive, you’ll definitely ask for more of it. Second, this is the best part, it wont last forever, this is the moment when it (either drugs or love) took you to the very reality of life: it sucks.

At the end of the day, you just can’t blame any of them (either drugs or love). You can only blame yourself, why did you ever let your emotion controlled by another substances. And found yourself left out alone in the darkness of the day.

Ah, okay. Enough bragging. Got nothing else left in my pocket.
Enjoy your love life, or join me…get (digitally) drunk and get (digitally) laid.

I’m out.