I can’t recall myself to what happened this year. The most chaotic year in my entire life, so far. Not to mention that I moved from three separate jobs, having crisis storm on both idea and creativity, lost someone that use to be very precious to me, and broke financially. Phew!
I always believe that I’m a good man. I did good things, for people. Believe it or not. That’s why I can’t believe I’ll end up like this.
I tried to believe, that, everything happens/happened for both reasons and lessons. I guess I just too stupid to learn from my own fault. So, I guess that’s the lesson that I earned most: hard for me to learn my own fault.
I’ll try to fix this. I know I could do this. I should. For a better me.